Awakening

What are they, Which moon?.

Note: I leaned english by myself,

so please bear with me.

Yes it wasn’t easy for me to decide to tell you these things… I guess it was because you took the damn DMT and told me to guard you on the trip, I believe unconsciously I was hoping you forget about it but here we are.

Is kind of blurry but I remember you told about those entities wanted to take to the moon but how is that possible? well I guess everything is, but how so, through the roof?.

You have to understand it wasn’t my physical body what they took, it remained lying on my bed drunk on alcohol and barbiturates but yes they took me, I don’t know what “me’ means in this sentence but those things were taken my right to the moon, I don’t know which moon but I know it was the closest one as I know by fact they were taking me there and I couldn’t move nor my body not the “me’ that they were taking, I was observing from another point how they slowly but at the same time at an unimaginable velocity they we were approaching the destiny.

Wow that’s disturbing and what were they? How they look?

I couldn’t see but what I saw were 2 shadows humanoids to say something understandable because they were not normal in high or in complexity they were skeletal but without bones, like a child from Africa but very tall, like a basketball player who hasn’t eat in one year I hate this analogies because they are as accurate as I can get. I only saw black, not as a skin color and no  features, they were not shadows as transparent or devoid of substance but I couldn’t see any traits in their blackness, I know I sound insane but if you has heard yourself yesterday as you describe who you were with and where you were  you wouldn’t be judging me xD

I’m not

But you are although I do not care, I only wrote once about this and told one person before, he is in a mental institution and he’s a brilliant artist, a professor and a painter and I can tell you He is more sane than most people I know but he’s trap there, call it karma or lack of will, that’s he’s path but I’m digressing.

Yes but wait who is this guy?

Doesn’t matter, listen I’m telling you because you can hear it  because I have closer relations with a lot of people than the one we have but this never came up so somehow you need to hear this as much as I don’t want to talk about it anymore…

Ok I’m listening so how much time they took, you get to the moon what did they do.

No thank god I didn’t, I knew something horrible will happen when we got there it was knowledge from the experience itself or maybe just paranoia but can you blame me?

This happened in matter of terrestrial seconds but it was an eternity at the same time they were moving too fast to cover the distant between the room where I was at or my material body were and the moon.

Fuck this is terrifying…

Yes do I continue?

What tha hell go on, I’m as intrigue as I’m frighten.

Ok one thing I just remember is that they were dragging through this no space with one arm each and pulling me from my arms but now that I think about the image itself, I knew it was me but I was as black as they were maybe we enter some place where all is reflect on this non light, I don’t know I have never think about this, so please forget this detail maybe one day I comeback to you with more information about this part of the experience.

Sure.

Ok, so my knowledge while they dragged me was that this things were taking me to a moon also my inner dialogue was who is this people and why are they taking me against my will? after I reason this somehow I thought about God, not in a religious manner or at least not conventional but seems like my reasoning about free will touch a nerve on the energy of the situation, because I knew this wasn’t consensual therefore it was wrong, so I when on thinking in my conception of the source link to my spiritual heart, which at that moment I thought it was on the same place as the physical one but now I believe is like 2 centimeters to the right of the center of the chest ,regardless, I remember in that moment what I have felt in meditation as the door through the oneness in my material body and puff! like  a lightning bolt I felt in my physical body relieved, terrified and full of bliss, altogether pondering on what have happened, I don’t remember if I thanked god or anything because I didn’t know better as I told you I was all drugged by barbiturates and alcohol, I have never made that mix again after that day.

Haha no shit!

Hahah exactly but the nightmare wasn’t over yet but the worst part from my perspective was although the next things that happened that damn day  I saw in the physical realm, so maybe from the perception of another person this will be worst I don’t know, it was so heavy the scare I got that I couldn’t fall sleep again,  regardless the dose I took, which I believe would have put to sleep an elephant so maybe the nightmare would have been worst if I felt sleep but  that was adrenaline derive from the experience did, I could not sleep and then all the other things happened…

So what else happened after?

Nah, I don’t feel I can talk about the other shit that went on back to back to this horror I only told once that story and I never even wrote about it.

But you will tell me?

Maybe another day I’m good for now believe me I didn’t want to tell you or to be precise I didn’t want to talk about this part either but since you can hear it, this is happening…

Who did you tell it to?

The guy is a Luciferian and a drug fiend

What do you mean by “Luciferian”?

I can’t speak for all the conspiracies out there but I knew him well, he believed Lucifer is the good guy, bringing  knowledge and liberating men from ignorance and so on, and he acts like “sin” or least say evil is just an action to achieve  his wilT, mainly finding drugs and sex but lately he forgot about sex, so he destroy the 3 women he had, at least their hearts but to be honest their lives as well but is something weird as worst as he treated them, they fell more in “love“, they were literally brainwashed and obsessed.

Once I ask him what are you doing to these women?  They are literally crazy about you.

Then He told me: “do you want me to teach you how I do it…?”

I will like to know,  yeah!! Tell me.

I can’t.

Why? don’t be selfish

I don’t know how he does it…

Common!

If you let me finish…

OK sorry

No problem

After thinking for a while; in the meantime he was waiting for my yes, like a thief trying to catch a golden apple before it breaks on the floor.

I refused the knowledge,

I told him: I don’t know if I want that power.

He didn’t try to convince me any further or ever touch the subject again, He smiled with his beautiful face, look me in the eyes with a glance of admiration and we went on like nothing happened.

But it certainly did something of big proportions I believe but he ignored it and I for what I believe was my sake did as well.

I love that guy I hope he’s alive but man he was evil as fuck…

I would have heard the method not that I will use it.

If you saw what I saw him do to his girlfriends, mother and future daughter, and how perfect it worked for him, I think you at least would have hesitated.

Maybe.

Yes, maybe…

I have to go, take care and try not to speak about these things to “normal” people. They will think you are crazy and they will laugh at you but it’s a defense mechanism because it frightens them more than you can understand and it will hunt them all their lives and they might recreate or experience something similar, so don’t do evil, keep your mouth shut.

I will not talk about this with anyone but you.

I’m done talking to you about this, let’s do as the Luciferian did with me and go on as we used to, please.

Ok

Good bye

Thank you for trusting me

Sure,  thank you for listening

See you soon my friend

Farewell…

Isaias Valbuena Mestre

time:5:37 am = 15 =6

27 04 2020 = 9+4+4=17=8

I have no idea what to do with the numbers xD